Thursday, October 30, 2014

Just the Facts



October 24 - 30


            I awake in the middle of the night to the sound of my clock, unable to return to slumber as I fixate on the monotonous, boring ticking.  Boring, boring into my head, despite all the whisperings of midnight, the only thing I hear.  Having no intent of its own, it frightens me with the reminder of things done and not done.  A feverish onslaught of thought stirs, and I turn to fantasy as a distraction.  Conjurations of dragons and long roads and fame and old friends sweep me back into the hushed multitude of sleep.

            As a situation becomes dull, repetitious, and unappealing, my mind wanders afar.  Who is so different from this?  How should I let this affect my writing?  Should I subject my audience to variations of my routine in confined circumstances?  Should I exaggerate some drama or boast philosophical musings?  If my description each post is to be novel, I shall have to become increasingly subtle in elaboration.  As important as objectivity is in investigation, I am willing to sacrifice accuracy in this account in favor of interest.

            I raise the question of representativeness.  While I enjoy diplomacy and mediation, in no way do I wish to be a politician.  Certainly, I am not fond of being told to hold my tongue.  And there lies a conflict; wanting to be fully expressive, yet also respectful.  To want to be part of a larger whole whilst retaining individual character is a curious dilemma.  It is uncouth to express frustration of my surrounding situation, and subversively pretentious to do so of my own person.  Perhaps if I deprecate myself enough, I will be thought humble.  If I criticize myself, I might be wise.

            All of this to say that I lack the righteous fortitude of marble and limestone that so many others seem to espouse.  I am unsure.  It is implied that I should find assurance in worldly happenings; that if I keep good enough records understanding will unfold before me.  Yet I find that it is impractical to develop a full comprehension based on my personal empiricism.  Unfortunately, I also find that many of my communications have been muddled, due in no small part to my own doubt.  How true is the presumption that conviction assures achievement? 

            I wish I had more to tell about what I have been doing here.  I could glorify playing with algae and chicken shit.  That approach could get old, quick.  I do a little day by day and see incremental differences.  Nothing I am doing is difficult or revolutionary, but it wasn’t being done before I arrived, so at least I am a minor conduit for improvement.  The days are largely the same within the fences of Christianville.  On a couple of occasions I have been allowed to venture off of the campus.  It is always a delight to ascend the hills towards the heart of the country, even if it is only for less than a full hour.  The freedom to go where I please is sorely missing, as are other, lesser freedoms.  Small sacrifices are to be expected in this kind of work, right? 

            No, dear reader, I am no paragon of resolution.  Perhaps you can relate to the feeling of unknowing.  I am not taking any of it overly seriously, however – simply put, I’m still in pursuit of consistency while entertaining a comfort of imagination.


Don’t break a leaf
it’s much too fragile
and could have been of value

Don’t breathe too much
you’ll waste the air
a thing so very dear

Don’t look upon
a still lake, perfect
lest your gaze disturb it

Do naught ever
let all happen
and you might be forgiven


The worms are drying! The worms are drying!


Thursday, October 23, 2014

The Seasons Never Change



October 6 – 23


            October has been an intensive month.  The weather is surely not as grueling as it is during the summer, but it is almost always hot.   I have had a lot of help from people visiting from the States, implementing trials that may help supplement the fish feed. 

            One way in which we seek to achieve this is by growing our own feed.  The most interesting of these plant prospects is moringa, a leguminous tree [edit: not leguminous, just hardy].  Called the “miracle tree” by the Americans, moringa is resilient and packed with nutrients.  Just as important, the fish like the taste of its leaves.  We have also started growing worms.  The red wrigglers will consume the cafeteria’s food waste and provide a nutritious snack for the fish. 


            There is not much glamour in feeding banana peels to worms, goat manure to algae, and fish waste to plants… but recycling these nutrients into a food web should please any supporter of environment and efficiency.  Working with nature has a steadiness to it that can be lacking in human interaction. 

            I hope you will forgive me for the short post, dear reader, especially after over two weeks without report.  My engagement here in Haiti is a full-time commitment and I have not paced myself as I should have, perhaps.  In other words, at this moment, the blog is a slog. My mind is slow and the words don’t flow. 


            Maybe my lack of expression is a good thing.  It gives me a chance to listen.



Sunday, October 5, 2014

Dogs Get None




September 25 – October 5


            My usual Wednesday night post was stalled when my trip to the countryside was rushed upon me, then dragged out.  What I had anticipated to take two days turned out to be over four.  As educational as the experience was, I was antsy to get back to Christianville where my work waited for me.

            Earlier in the week, I had been tinkering with some trial techniques for the aquaculture system, which are intended to supplement the purchased fish feed.  My first test is with a semi-aquatic tuber (root vegetable) I found next to the pond outlet.  Having sent a picture of it to American scientists, they seem to think that it is some kind of arrowroot.  I had been placing various local plants in the ponds to see if the fish would eat any.  This particular plant seems to catch their fancy.  If it is arrowroot, it has about the same protein as the commercial fish feed we use.  So I began using it as food in a small, cubic meter basin.  The five fish in there have been consistently nibbling at it and seem healthy.  The arrowroot is thriving off of the nitrogen-rich effluent that exits the ponds, potentially serving a dual purpose of water remediation and feed supplement.

            The other trial was with something called periphyton.  Periphyton is the aquatic, largely autotrophic, microbial community that grows attached to substrates.  The periphyton grow using nutrients floating in the water, making the water cleaner for the fish and providing an additional food source.  Tilapia will eat just about any kind of organic matter that isn't wiggling (and plenty that are).  How do we foster periphyton in the nutrient-rich water?  Add substrate!  In our case, bamboo.  The idea is, administer some bamboo, the microorganism grow on it, and the tilapia graze on the microorganisms.  In fact, the fish farmers had already done this.  Their method of application was not optimal, however; they just threw in the bamboo.  This is not really good because whole bamboo floats, meaning (1) half of the bamboo is above the waterline and (2) the submerged half isn't getting sunlight.  To remedy this, Josue and I quartered the bamboo and strung it together with some fishing line.  Unfortunately, the fishing line was too weak and it broke as we put the bamboo back into the pond.  Now I am trying to find some twine or wire to tie it together.

            These trials (in every sense of the word) are an example of how work here is simple, yet slow.  Another hiccup came a few days later while we were collecting eggs from the breeders.  Most of the fish are treated with hormones to become males, which prevents overpopulation of the ponds, but the co-ed breeders are kept in a separate basin for (obviously) reproductive purposes.  Tilapia are especially easy to farm sustainably because they are mouth brooders: they keep their eggs and young safe in their mouth.  Other fish, like salmon, spawn in particular conditions, making collection more difficult.  With the tilapia, you just extract them with a net and empty the contents of their mouth into a container.  This container is then placed in a sterile hatchery, where the baby fish, called fry, are born.  Unfortunately, our aerator broke down once we had collected some fry and they all died.  Hopefully the eggs will be able to hatch after the lack of oxygen.

Please don't film me.


            While the fish have been undesirably rustling at death’s door, some undesirable people have been rustling at ours.  Just before midnight on one inauspicious nocturne, there struck three staccato reports that silenced the chorus of frogs and insects.  As it turned out, there were some would-be thieves who were trying to break into the one of the vacant houses on campus, upon whom the guards fired a triad of warning shots.  We in the guesthouse kept alert over the next two hours as another six rounds were unloaded.  Finally, one of the guards informed us that they would be posted at our front door to deter any ne’er-do-wellers.  I suppose the event had little effect on me, as I promptly fell asleep.

            It was about this time I welcomed a change of scenery.  The opportunity to travel was provided when I learned that Oscar, one of the Nicaraguan farm managers, would be going into the mountains as part of another nonprofit’s extension program.  Expecting to be gone Thursday and Friday, I was surprised at lunch on Wednesday when Oscar informed me that we were to depart immediately.  I hastily packed a tote and we were soon speeding to Port-au-Prince.  We entered the World Relief compound that Oscar does volunteer work for, and we spent the night.  Early the next morning we got into the "ambulance" (a Land Cruiser) and began our voyage outwards and upwards.  It wasn’t long before we left paved paths behind, bumping on rocky roads into the cool mountain clime.  The escarpments we skirted were unguarded, allowing for a full view of the dried riverbeds bellow.  One particularly steep segment was known as “chen jwenn okenn”; that is, ‘dogs get none’.  The ravine was so severe that only birds would be able to get at fallen bodies.

This Catholic priest prepares moringa leaves for organic fertilizer.

Almost all of the old-growth forest has been chopped down for firewood.

            After passing through one of the country’s two nature preserves, the ‘pine forest’, we eventually ended our journey at the town of Thiotte (pronounced ‘chott’).  This area was safer than any others we had been to yet, allowing Oscar and I to walk around freely at night as we ordered a beer and some fried street food.  The next day, we took an exciting moto ride into the jungle to speak to small farmers about using moringa, a local leguminous tree, as an organic fertilizer.  While in the sparse woodlands I saw how destitute some of the Haitians were living.  It was barely a step removed from tribal conditions.  The people were all friendly and interested in the improved agronomic methods that Oscar was teaching.  The lessons were long, and I did my best to stay my patience and take in the landscape.  Back at the hotel, I also met people from two different nonprofits – talking to them helped clarify what employment in community development is like.   After two days of education, we prepared to return home.  Unexpectedly, our driver was 5 hours late in picking us up.  During the return, we stopped in the pine forest at an enormous market, where I tried a few Haitian snacks.  It was then becoming late, so we spent another night in Port-au-Prince before ultimately returning to Christianville on Sunday.

Market in the Pine Forest.


            It is almost a month since I arrived in Haiti.  A large part of me is chastising myself for not having achieved any tangible results in that amount of time.  Another part of me, softly encouraging, is reminding myself that I have been learning something entirely new and that I’ve been taking steady steps towards making a change.  There is no point in rushing my work, but I need to keep in mind my December date of departure.  While not a waste, it would be a shame if I had not brought anything to fruition.  This next week I hope to begin germinating moringa seedlings.  Turns out this plant is not only useful in improving soil quality, but also the tilapia love it.  The plan is to plant some alongside the ponds, using the fish waste as a fertilizer.  Josue is also excited about developing a fish garden.  He is an excellent friend and coworker.  I think the two of us can accomplish something to be proud of, even in this relatively small amount of time.


Edit: it turns out that moringa is not leguminous, just remarkably hardy